I won’t cry. I shouldn’ t. What should I cry about anyways? A relationship that has been severed? But we don’t have one at least not the romantic type. A love lost? But you’re not in love with me. I shouldn’t cry. I shouldn’t.

I exist but you see right through me. You can’t be mine. I know. It is futile h0ping you’ll be mine someday.

I should let go now that I could still do.

Come back when I am well again.

I feel well right now. Come back. I told you I shouldn’t cry and I didn’t. I am well. Come back. I need you.