Everyone comments, I’m too drama. And it has come to a point where I’m quite irritated by it. I don’t think it’s drama when I say what I feel and what I think. I wish I was unfeeling. I’m hurt everytime one of my friends say I’m madrama when I confide to them. It’s as if they’re saying what I’m feeling isn’t valid. That hurts terribly.

To think, I confirmed from one of my closest friends that she things I’m indifferent to things happening to her. That hurts as well, knowing that I do care. When a friend thinks you’re indifferent it’s like she’s thinking you weren’t acting like a friend should. Not doing what a friend should do when another friend is in need. I know it’s different being there, being actually there. But being physically there is just a manifestation of being there. And I was.

I’m madrama and I’m indifferent. Ironic.

I wish I really don’t give a damn.